Tuesday, September 24, 2002
Wow. What a day.
I had exactly 15 minutes to myself all day and it was during that time that I wrote my other entry. It's a good thing I type fast.
God...you wouldn't BELIEVE how busy I have been at work. I hate leaving projects for the next day. I don't do it ever. But today I had to and that drives me insane. If I don't do the shit I have to do the day it is assigned, there is no way I can catch up the next day. It is virtually impossible. So even though I worked my ASS off today, tomorrow promises to be even more exhausting. Gosh. It must be REAL fucking nice to be just about anyone else in my office. I mean...in my opinion...none of them are as busy as I am. None of them are juggling two full time jobs (administrative assistant/program coordinator) while at the same time, answering questions, acting as a personal assistant to two people, and constantly being interrupted by others in the office place that have no idea how to do the job they got hired for.
It really wore me down today.
Big time.
Ari was NOT fired today. They told her that they will discuss her employment with the agency in 4-5 weeks.
ARE WE SERIOUS? Wow. This is the first job, in my LIFE, where an employee can say and do things that would be detrimental to their job security, and STILL walk out of a meeting and have their job. The place I work for is complete bullshit. I am not happy right now. Not at all. I mean, I want the best for Ari. I do. But she needs to go. And soon. This job is killing her inside. I know it is. And it's also killing me. I don't know how many more times I can see and hear from her about how horrible it is to be her at this place. She is right 99% of the time. But the whole thing is definitly taking its toll on me.
I want her to be happy. First and foremost.
I don't know.
It was a long day.
A VERY long day.
I still have yet to put my headshots/resume together. That's next on the agenda. Man...there just isn't enough time in the day.
Paul hasn't called since Sunday afternoon. He is supposed to come here on Friday for business, but if he can't give me an answer by tomorrow morning...I am going to go ahead and make plans for this weekend. I DESPISE worrying on Wed. about what I will be doing for that weekend. I am a planning freak and I can't stand this "Let's just wait and see attitude".
It might be a "I need to hang out with some new friends" type of weekend.
I need a breath of fresh air.
God I need to start acting soon.
Alright...that's it.
Time to go decompress a bit.
I had exactly 15 minutes to myself all day and it was during that time that I wrote my other entry. It's a good thing I type fast.
God...you wouldn't BELIEVE how busy I have been at work. I hate leaving projects for the next day. I don't do it ever. But today I had to and that drives me insane. If I don't do the shit I have to do the day it is assigned, there is no way I can catch up the next day. It is virtually impossible. So even though I worked my ASS off today, tomorrow promises to be even more exhausting. Gosh. It must be REAL fucking nice to be just about anyone else in my office. I mean...in my opinion...none of them are as busy as I am. None of them are juggling two full time jobs (administrative assistant/program coordinator) while at the same time, answering questions, acting as a personal assistant to two people, and constantly being interrupted by others in the office place that have no idea how to do the job they got hired for.
It really wore me down today.
Big time.
Ari was NOT fired today. They told her that they will discuss her employment with the agency in 4-5 weeks.
ARE WE SERIOUS? Wow. This is the first job, in my LIFE, where an employee can say and do things that would be detrimental to their job security, and STILL walk out of a meeting and have their job. The place I work for is complete bullshit. I am not happy right now. Not at all. I mean, I want the best for Ari. I do. But she needs to go. And soon. This job is killing her inside. I know it is. And it's also killing me. I don't know how many more times I can see and hear from her about how horrible it is to be her at this place. She is right 99% of the time. But the whole thing is definitly taking its toll on me.
I want her to be happy. First and foremost.
I don't know.
It was a long day.
A VERY long day.
I still have yet to put my headshots/resume together. That's next on the agenda. Man...there just isn't enough time in the day.
Paul hasn't called since Sunday afternoon. He is supposed to come here on Friday for business, but if he can't give me an answer by tomorrow morning...I am going to go ahead and make plans for this weekend. I DESPISE worrying on Wed. about what I will be doing for that weekend. I am a planning freak and I can't stand this "Let's just wait and see attitude".
It might be a "I need to hang out with some new friends" type of weekend.
I need a breath of fresh air.
God I need to start acting soon.
Alright...that's it.
Time to go decompress a bit.
